Last post of 2008

Hey All!
Well it is December 30th at 11pm, the last time I will go to bed in 2008. Tomorrow is the last day of the year so I am trying to think of a New Years resolution. So far I haven't come up with one. I think I would like to be healthier in 2009, but those resolutions don't seem to stick too long. In 2007 I gave up soft drinks and since I have been in Australia that has sorta "died in the ass" meaning I haven't done so well with that since I got here. I think I will try and give that up again. And since I got so much chocolate for Christmas I will NOT be giving that up. But I would like to eat more fruit and veggies and less sour cream and mayonnaise. I would like to do more yoga and not be scared to take tours with hiking for fear I will be out of breath and embarrassed. Losing weight is one thing, but being healthy is something totally different. I guess I just don't want to be lazy and eat crap foods. I have also thought that "letting go" of all my ridiculous fears would be another great resolution but I worry that it is just too big to take on at this time. If you can believe it I'm already worried about what I will do when I get home. I am sure this need to worry is just something I have in me that I will never get rid of. I also don't want to be jealous or envy people. I want to be fortunate with what I have and who I am. This is one of those things I reckon (he he) people forget daily. I am constantly jealous and envious of people and things around me. I forget that I am perfect where I am and who I am. There is no one in this world exactly like me so I don't need to change one bit. Yet that sort of contradicts the whole resolution thing. But really I don't want to change, I just want to enhance my goodness and decrease the complaining, soft drinks, and jealousy. So tomorrow is my last day in 2008, and I plan to go out with a bang! I sure do hope 2009 starts with a warm sunny day so I can forget about how my head hurts from my 2008 exit.
Happy New Years all, and make sure you read my next post to see exactly how I spent my new years.
p.s. I'll let you know what 2009 is like since I will experience it first.

Until next time in 2009,
Cindy