Frustration

Okay, I will start by saying that I am sorry for not keeping up with my blog. When I am having a rough day I think about writing it down, but then can't be bothered. So I apologize for my laziness.
Life has been tough lately. The weight loss is pretty much non existent in October. I have been bouncing up and down between two pounds for most of the month. Today, I was up. It seriously sucks. And the worst part about it was that I had done some exercise in the last 2 days so that I would avoid the plus sign. Then when I went for weight in, I was told that was the reason I had gained weight. Can you believe that??? Who would ever exercise if you were told that would be the reason for your gain. Anyway, I am still sticking to the program. I can tell my clothes feel better and I am less frustrated with the food. But I am still not completely satisfied. I am still wondering if I made the wrong choice, and should have just hired a personal trainer who could also help me with my diet, instead of this. So I will keep on trying and thinking positive. As far as the rest of my life goes, well its a mess too! I am hoping to move but am not sure how I will afford it. I am also thinking of going back to school. My life always seems to be a waiting game and then before I know it five years have past and I'm still stuck in the same old rut. I read a book on the weekend that I was sure was about me. Okay so I don't live in Toronto or work at a cosmetic surgery clinic, but still it was so similar to my life I felt like it was me. It was called "Stuck in downward dog." I would say that pretty much sums it up.
Until next time,
Cindy